Dont make plans with me then bail out. I never leave this fucking apartment, I am literally confined 24/7 with no one except my dogs. Such bullshit.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
My boyfriend works early in the morning and takes my car, (were supposed to get our van back today.) and comes back early in the night. Besides what's the fun of going out by yourself? Like if my daughter was born we could go for a drive, take her out even have lunch with her 😂 also since I'm pretty huge and can't move around a lot he doesn't like when I leave the house by myself because he's worried.