I know I over react but excuse me for being concerned for my child health also as mine. I understand…

I know I over react but excuse me for being concerned for my child health also as mine. I understand you want to make money and provide but if it was legit job I wouldn't have bother you because I know this time you wouldn't be able to take me to the hospital. It's not my fault that these people in this lousy hospital can't do their job right. We don't have enough gas in the car because you're always out with your buddies or doing Good knows what if it's nothing to do with your music. I may be clingy but I haven't been on your ass the past few days and been keeping my symptoms to myself and dealing with it while dealing with our son so you could sleep. You brought me a car and things so what? You did it because you wanted to and I just accepted it. How is that doing your part? I'm not into materialistic things I just want fucking attention from you on your off days but you're always out doing something and it isn't always work related. Don't get mad at me because you didn't work and made your money because I trusted you when you texted me that you was on your way at 3pm. I trusted you so much because I love you and care for you but when you said you can't give me attention why they hell are you still with me? Don't throw my past mistake in my face now you still stayed and I did the same with you when you made your mistake in this marriage and while I was pregnant with your son. I should have left but I didn't because I felt I deserve it after all the hurt I did you before we got married. You want to be a free man with no one to tie you down and constantly want you because she just want your attention. Fine. I will do joint custody but you're not fucking trying to get full custody and take our son from me. If this want he wants I expect a clean divorce.