Update

Today my blood pressure was 158/94 and 140/101 for the second reading so they called the hospital to tell them I'll be on my way for induction. Currently sitting at my house just freaking out but about to head to the hospital.

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

So I finally kicked him out because I'm tired of getting yelled at for expressing my feelings. I literally feel dumb for wasting my time. But now he took my car.

I cannot even comprehend my morning. I got a phone call from my sister that my mom had fallen and was on her way to the hospital, then I find out my sister had to do cpr(she isnt trained), only to get to the hospital to find out my mom had passed. She was 46. I'm only 25 my sister is only 17, I dont know what to do without my mom she was my best friend💔

The worst part is I dont know how to explain to a three year old that he will not see his grandma again

I dont understand how circumcision, breastfeeding, and molding your babys head fresh out the womb became such a big deal all of a sudden so many wrongs and people against it, havent seen the problem back then with my other three pregnancy's smh this generation gets on my nerves 😒