So hubby is leaving tomorrow for his 6 week training. Won't see him till he's done. Worst part is…

So hubby is leaving tomorrow for his 6 week training. Won't see him till he's done. Worst part is I'll be hours away at home. And I need to find a place for us to live out there and pack up home to be ready to move come October. Ugh. We don't have the money for this! I don't have boxes or anything to pack with really so I'm going to have to trash or try to sell most of my crap. I'm trying so hard not to stress out but with no income till September for my husband and I can't find a job yet, plus my last job is trying to screw me over so unemployment probably won't kick in. I'm alone in all this and my own family wants me to be the strong rock and hold all them up during all their problems... idk if I can take much more of this. Why don't I have someone to lean on? Why do I always have to be strong? Why can't I ever get a break? Why does it feel like my world is collapsing around me? I feel useless.