My past is hard for me to talk about. This may be hard for some to see. ** Possible trigger…
My past is hard for me to talk about. This may be hard for some to see.
** Possible trigger warning**
When it's 4 am and you can't sleep because you have so much on your mind.... how my mother can stay with a man who raped me for almost 4 years and defend him saying it was my fault, i was trying to take him from her, i was asking for it... I just can't comprehend it! And then how do you not notice your 1st born child calling out for help trying to take her life again and again and again and never say a word. Still to this day you say that I was looking for attention and I was never serious. Now you wonder why I hardly ever call and I have let you see my son 1 time 1 and you let that monster pos hold my child. Mine..... 😠😠😠
I still have nightmares and a hard time getting up in the mornings and you just go on with your life like everything is ok... I will never get over this or be ok and you could care less. One day you will realize what a mistake you made. When that happens for your sake I hope it isn't to late...
Sorry ladies had to vent and get that off my chest.
💕Vivian Aide Gonzalez 💕·
I'm sorry you went through this girl !
It's the worst feeling ever!
I kind of went through the same thing just that I got molested by my own dad 😞and my mom never believed me. Since I was 10yrs old all the way to 15 yrs
I couldn't sleep either and had nightmares !
I hated both my parents for this!
But In the mist of all that
God helped me heal and forgive my parents!
It was hard not gonna lie
But I asked God to help me live in peace, and he has helped me so much!
I really hope you can over come that one day and forgive so you can be free !
It's a horrible experience!
We will never forget about it :( but we need to be strong and live the present ! Hope you feel better girl!
dianne1211·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (11 нед.)
@viiviian.aiide I'm so sorry for what you went through too!! It's a daily struggle but hopefully one day I can be as brave and strong as you are and try to forgive and move on!!
dianne1211·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (11 нед.)
@beebaby it was and the fact that my mother continues to stay with him and treats me the way she does only makes everything that much worse.
Emmanuella·
В ожидании первенца
No need to be sorry 😐. When you had enough it's ok to speck your mind , since your mother didn't make it a priority to hear you out look you have others who is willing to hear . Your doing great by being a mother to your own . Keep your head up no crying even though it's hurts . Prayer does help a lot .
dianne1211·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (12 нед.)
@emmanuella_louis thank you!! I'm slowly getting back to who I was before.