How did i have an epidural with my first child just watched a youtube video now im nervous all over again 😥😂

Yea you still have time to relax lol. I counted out loud during the procedure... I think I freaked the guy out while he was about to place it in but the nurse explained to him that's a form of relaxation for me. I do that with all things that requires me to stay calm. You will be ok when it counts.