I gave up alcohol, weed, and partying when I found out I was pregnant. Not going to lie I had moments during my pregnancy where I felt miserable without it especially because I turned 21 three months into my pregnancy. But the moment I held my daughter in my arms the desire for any of that faded away and almost feels silly to look back and think about how I felt I actually needed those things to get by. Not saying in the future I may not hit a joint or 2. But my daughter is my new drug, my life's purpose❤
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I feel the same way. I miss smoking so much. I miss the high and I miss the relaxation from it. I'll continue to smoke soon but my daughter makes me feel like I don't even want to have that high cause when I look at her, I don't think I could ever be happier from now on.