I gave up alcohol, weed, and partying when I found out I was pregnant. Not going to lie I had moments during my pregnancy where I felt miserable without it especially because I turned 21 three months into my pregnancy. But the moment I held my daughter in my arms the desire for any of that faded away and almost feels silly to look back and think about how I felt I actually needed those things to get by. Not saying in the future I may not hit a joint or 2. But my daughter is my new drug, my life's purpose❤