So..... Tonight is the first night I've given my baby a bottle. It was a bottle of breastmilk that I thawed out.... I did it cause I was planning on drinking a bit more than my usual glass of wine a night since it was a holiday.... Anyway.... I thought I'd really enjoy this time.... Cause I love to drink and whatnot.... But.... Turns out, I am DEVASTATED. I just wanna give her my boob.... Ugh. 😢 Anyway.... That's my little rant. Lol. Sorry. But yeah... It's super sad.