
Ugh I'm so done being pregnant. 40 weeks and two days. I'm beginning to actually feel like a whale. I can hardly move. Being induced Thursday or Friday. It's so far away!
I'm trying to enjoy my last moments of having only one child but this is starting to deteriorate my spirit. I'm trying though.
This is too hard.....
The lost of my Ellie.
Being kicked out of my exes
Being a single mom to 2 kids
No job
No car
Soon to be homeless
Nobody to help me
Mental and physical health issues
I'm just ready to end it all. The pain is too much. I'm starting to have panic attacks everyday. Especially when my kids are sleeping or more so when I'm by myself.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️

ELLLLOOOOO LADIES. 💙👶🏼
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I'm bored, and just need to smile, since my SO is too busy being buddy buddy with my mom's boyfriend 😂
The hardest thing about this is not being able to take my baby home after I deliver. I'm trying to stay strong right now though so I can get through this delivery.

Is this a line??? Could this be my rainbow? Oh my goodness, I'm crying right now. AF isn't due until Friday so it's super faint. ☺️
@demytrismommy, no one will quite get how miserable it is like we do.
"Walk!" They say.
"Have sex." They say.
I'm sorry but it's hard for me to get my leg into to my pants hole.