Tonight I realized that my partner doesn't back me up. He talks behind my back.
I'm so sad.
If I don't have him, who do I have?
I have put my daughters a side to please his needs, to be with him because I love him.
Tonight I found out that he throws me under the bus. He makes me seem as I am the bad one.
Why? Why do I have to love you this much.
I want to do "us," and all he wants to do is his family. As long as he does good with his family, he doesn't care about me.
I am disappointed.
Tomorrow will be a long talk with him and his brother, as he isn't telling everyone the truth.
I want to kill my self, I do so much for this man, and now I find out he isn't here for me.

My partner and my friend at work.