Tonight I realized that my partner doesn't back me up. He talks behind my back.
I'm so sad.
If I don't have him, who do I have?
I have put my daughters a side to please his needs, to be with him because I love him.
Tonight I found out that he throws me under the bus. He makes me seem as I am the bad one.
Why? Why do I have to love you this much.
I want to do "us," and all he wants to do is his family. As long as he does good with his family, he doesn't care about me.
I am disappointed.
Tomo...