Have my appointment with the midwife today and I have mixed emotions about this. Today I'm seeing…

Have my appointment with the midwife today and I have mixed emotions about this. Today I'm seeing the same midwife that was on call Friday when I believe I had my bloody show. Im not sure bc it was a lot of blood. She didn't seem to care about the blood or the contractions. I'm happy I'm still pregnant but seeing how I've had two preemies, you would think any bleeding and contractions would be taken seriously prior to 37 weeks.