
So quick rant lol. My coffee aint black enough and i dont have enough patientce to deal with today. Completly stressed to the max and my yoga pants developed two holes in the crotch. I feel so emotionally drianed and deprived im exhausted. I cant seem to reach towards my goals, even if my flash light had full batteries i couldnt get through this tunnel. Anymore i look at my kids and my head spins off. Shit aint getting no easier either. Maybe today i will get that missing puzzel piece. but its 10:55 am and there aint looking to b a break in this case yet. :\
So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.
i love the dirty looks i get in walmart as i’m walking w/ my black bf & mixed family🙂
Racial nickname
I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?

Ladies I'm getting so confused my doctors says I'm having a girl .... But everybody else saying it looks like a boy so I'm wondering 😪 it your having a girl would it look like this ?
I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .
Ah ty. Yeah i have to re-apply at the nursing home becuase they lost my application so maybe this is what my "missibg pieces " are.