Can I just vent for a minute about how much of a weak coward I am. To marry someone who showed so…
Can I just vent for a minute about how much of a weak coward I am. To marry someone who showed so many different red flags that I ignored. Whos family doesn't even like me and treat my daughter and I like outsiders. Even now, knowing that the only opinion and wishes that matter to my husband are his sister's and his mom and I'm sitting back allowing it. Allowing my motherhood, my opinion, my feelings to deminish without challenge and without a fight because I'd rather avoid conflict rather than stand up for myself. I'm such a failure. I hate that I have to sleep next to him. I hate it how he never has any affection for me or never touches or even kisses me unless he's horny and want sex. I have so much more to give. There is so much more that I need from this marriage.
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You can always change it around hun. A new day is a new opportunity. Do what's best for you and your children cuz obviously you're miserable. And if that means cutting off everyone, then do it. They're apparently not the right type of people in your life. You have great things to look forward too and no one should be holding you back.
Tasha·
Мама дочки (8 лет), беременна (23 нед.)
@juliaschade41 I'm hoping so. Crying at night is getting kind of old and not getting me anywhere.
Saniyyah·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
I went thru that with my oldest daughter dad. I was with him for 6 n half years n he let his mom disrespect me n his whole side of family put me down n told him our child wasn't his. They took up for his mistreatment of me n my child. It took me getting cancer for him to basically dump me....I think him leaving me was a gift. When I got better he wanted to get back with me but I moved on n now he bitter that I'm moved on n now his family I'm the best he ever had I don't deal with no one who treat me less than a Queen it took me getting married to a loving man to learn my true worth.
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@tasharoshell you can do it hun. Divorce if you have too. You deserve so much better.
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@saniyyahhasan amen
Saniyyah·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
My mom always told me never be with anyone with make you change yourself. I had to learn that lesson the hard way with my first two baby daddies. My second baby dad he physically abused me for 3 yrs. N once again I settled for less what I deserved. He told me one day the reason why he cheats on me is bc I don't do anything for him n since that statement he didn't hide he cheating. My cancer came back n he just continued to go out n never cared about me. He even held me over a staircase while I was 8 months pregnant with our son he could have literally killed me or our child or both on several occasions. I left right after my son was born n never looked by. I had to literally fight him to get out. Now I tell you this story bc I think if I can be strong any woman can be. Never ever settle for less. Abuse is abuse even if it's not physical. Verbal mental is still abuse
Jessica DeShields·
Мама четверых детей
Stand up for yourself and your baby. Me and mil butted heads at first because I stood up for myself but she learnt I'm a good mom and she respects me so much more we are so close now it's crazy.
Kylee Allen😘·
I'm not being rude when I say this.... but girl you deserve better and you and your daughter are beautiful inside in out and if his family and him don't see your daughter and your worth and he just kisses and touches you when he's horny and wants sex than he ain't the one for you! Sounds to me he loves you for your body and sex not you... and no women should ever have that or go through that know your worth and what you deserve!!!! 😍🙂
Kylee Allen😘·
Oh and if you can't be yourself than it really isn't worth getting married to someone where you can't stick up for yourself or what you believe in 😚😌