I feel bad guys....I hardly ever call off and even though I get paid for today still (due to me…

I feel bad guys....I hardly ever call off and even though I get paid for today still (due to me using my paid off days) I still feel bad and I don't know why. The last time Si was sick I left him with my mom, she took him to the doctor and got upset because my insurance had a $25 co-pay. She wound up calling me at work, stressing me out, and then she went around my family telling everyone I had "crackhead insurance" (I work for Chrysler and my insurance is provided through them) from that I learned to just stay home with my own kid. I honestly don't know why I feel bad about my decision to call off but I know I wouldn't feel right being at work and my baby is still running a fever 🤒 😓