😶😶😶😶😶😶😶 We were finally on a 4 hour stretch of sleep... And... The older boys are up and woke me up. 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩 (I have a 6 week old)... And I have let the older boys Parents words put resentment between me and them... And I feel bad. I am CONSTANTLY told that I am not the parent... But when she want to go on her weekend getaways and their Dad has to work... Who's watching them? 🙋🏻⬅️ This sucker! 🙈 Their Dad doesn't want me to discipline them anymore... But how do I get the kids to respect me if I am just a disciplinarian ONLY when both parents are gone? 🤔 Also... Why are cereal bowls and spoons so loud?... And they DO know HOW to whisper... They're just chooonot to... And... I thought they learned already to NOT knock on my door while I'm trying to sleep 😴I feel like I'm turning into the wicked step-mom and I don't like it... I used to be the fun one that held them to the highest standards... And they respected me... But now... Everything feels like it's gone to shit! 😢