I just feel like this Marriage is not worth fighting for anymore! I rather be single and happy then in a marriage and be miserable I just can't do it anymore
@cassieboo, I'm so sorry. Do what's best for you and your children. I'd say therapy, but it sounds like he wouldn't be interested
@charmed040309 yes I try all the time I'm just over it
@firemanswife my boys come before anything PR anybody
@firemanswife I want it to work out but there's barley and relationship to work out. All he want to do is party and rin the streets while I'm home alone with our boys
@firemanswife if I ask for a separation he's gonna start packing his stuff and say he's not signing divorce papers I've tried trust me
@firemanswife we talk about it all the time and he just avoids it by either leaving or threatening to break up
@firemanswife no not everyday but it sure is miserable
@charmed040309 no not at all I'm home with the kids ALL day everyday alone and when he is home he's in the living room bitching. And when one of the boy wants to in there with him he always has an excuse of why he can't watch them. The he always makes promises to watch them while I have doctors appointments or something important to do but then sometime has me reschedule or I have to bring them and get on the bus with two toddlers and a stroller and I'm 8 months pregnant and high risk. He just doesn't care. And when he leaves HD doesn't cone back until the next day THIS IS EVERYDAY!!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@cassieboo, so sad I'm sorry