Sometimes during life things happen that we never expect to happen to us, and I'll be honest it seems like everything my way has kinda been a battle, my maw maw that I love dearly is septic and in the hospital, and her brain is having a constant seizure so they aren't sure if she will pull through, my parents have been split for almost a year now but really still sucks, my sperm donor decided to randomly pop up after my daughter being 6 months and shake up our whole family, and is now trying to get 50/50 custody!!💔😭 and me and my fiancé have been kinda fussy lately which isn't us at all, and I feel like it's because all of the other things going on I'm just on edge and pissy all the time and I take it out on him and I really don't mean to he is the best part of me and now my anxiety gets the best of me and I feel like I'm gonna push him away and I overthink, it's like it's a never ending self battle.