After having some contractions last night, thankfully baby is still high and cervix is still high and closed, Momma had a bit of an anxiety attack! Baby is still breech and tucked up under my ribs, I'm only 34 weeks, the house is no where NEAR ready for a baby, terrified I'm going to screw up as a mom even though I know I'll get the hang of it and learn along the way, doc was mentioning needing to talk about turning the baby if he hasn't turned by week 36 and if that doesn't work, I may need a csection. Went home and stuffed myself with some Benadryl to sleep, the doc and nurses laughed when I mentioned that was what I was going to do and said it was a good idea. #FTMstresses
It's my turn ladies!
Finally, after nearly FORTY-TWO weeks... I decided to get induced. Baby Violet scared me with some decreased fetal movement and I couldn't wait any longer.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Not to mention this one over someone politely commenting that you had your years mixed up and provided proof. 🤔
Do I need to continue?

Guys if I was looking at a place to rent on Craigslist and I go to click on the ad again and this pops up does that mean it's a scam?? I need to know because my boyfriend and I have been talking to the person !!
If this is my first baby how many weeks will I go up to?? Cause I know it's different with every woman, some go up to 38weeks and another go up to 40weeks. 🤔🤔😐😗 I just wanna know Mommy's and Mommy's to be🙂❤️