So my depression is getting worse I feel so unhappy right now I feel so much hurt inside that I'm always crying every night because he just screams and curses at me all the time and he points everything out on what I'm doing wrong he blames me for everything and tells me I'm stressing him out all the time and won't let me talk to hardly nobody besides my family he's always looking over my shoulder to see what I'm doing even reads my texts and accuses me of cheating on him when I don't because I'm always with him because we live together its like I have to hide stuff from him because I feel so suffocated from him yeah he says sorry or he loves me and I'm like in my head then why the fuck are you doing this to me if I was and still is faithful and loyal an honest to you sorry isn't going to cut it no more because you already messed with me and hurt me emotionally and make me feel guilty for stupid reasons yes I give him credit for being there for our kids but that doesn't mean you can hurt me emotionally I try so hard to make this work but I lost hope in us I just don't know what to do anymore this was my last break💔😭💔😭💔😭