Arghhh i need a rant...

Me and my boyfriend has just got back together after a 5 year gap been about 5 months

His the father on my daughter who is 8. Iv just had a baby who is about 8 weeks ( his not the dad )

We live about hour away from eachother i see him 2 times a week

When his down i do everything

Cleaning,cooking,look after the kids,early starts ,night feeds let on know i have them

All week too foong school run bluh bluh so im always on the go

Im gettinf abit fed up i know im a mother and its normal life dont get me wrong i love

My kids to death but i just want a littlw break like a lay in would be perfect or him

To do one night feed when his down or the cleaning or the cooking but he just dont

Im very tired in the day as im up alot with my son then my daughter wakes up and wakes me up for

Breakfast. Like this morning he got up knowing my son was awake and left me to get up let on know iv been up 5-6 times in the night. I feeling like a single mother right now

So why am i putting up with his crap not helping me when i could just leave it

And be more chilled as i am a single mother

Or am i just being to harsh on him. Not like im asking alot as he has his own time 4 times aweek just think his being abit selfish.