I have got to vent before I blow up. Even though I am crying. I just need to vent and get this off my chest. I have got to do something. I have no one to talk to. Other than the ones that listens. I am a single momma to 3 kiddos. And today is a horrible day. The kids have fought (not physical just verbal) with one another. I am at my wits ends. I don't know what to do with them. So I have that stress on me plus the fact that we are moving to Orlando Florida. I want to move and so does the kids. We love Florida! So on top of all of that I have my family begging me not to move from Kentucky because they are saying that I am being selfish and taking the kids away from them and that they will never see them again when in reality they will get to see them as much as possible. So I have all of this on my shoulders. It is just way to much to handle as a single mom. And I know this probably don't make sense as I am so frustrated and just writing down my thoughts and feelings as they come to me. I am about to throw in the towel. Being a single mom is not for the faint of heart! This is one reason I decided to start vlogging and posting my journey on YouTube.