Personal story...six years ago I tried to overdose, during my panic while I was vomiting and crying, the Little Mermaid…
Personal story...six years ago I tried to overdose, during my panic while I was vomiting and crying, the Little Mermaid came on and calmed me down. It was the first time in a year I had felt calm. Ever since then when I'm sad or anxious I watch Disney. I have my Minnie Mouse tattoo on the wrist I used to cut to remind me of who I was and to not go back. Fast forward to 10 months ago when my depression and anxiety yet again hit an all time high. I drank everyday. I smoked. I turned into someone I never wanted to be again. I met Dylan and he brought me out of it for the most part but I was still bad and often times wanted to die. 14 weeks ago I found out I was pregnant with nothing short of a miracle because I was told with my PCOS and endometriosis I would never have a child. Yes, sometimes the depression hits me and the anxiety still. But I'm so blessed and finally know what everyone means by "It gets better, I promise."💙
Brianna🌸·
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@caseyxo2017, thank you so much!! My little man definitely gets me through! And thank you again! It was my second or third tat!
Andrea ·
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You are so strong! This is such an awesome story! I've battled addiction before and it's hard if you ever need someone to talk to or just listen to you vent my inbox is open! I love the tattoo!
Brianna🌸·
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@andrea1993, thank you so much!! And same for you. Addiction is hard to deal with especially if you have depression and it "makes the pain go away."
Andrea ·
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It really is! And unless you've been there it's hard to understand!
Brianna🌸·
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@andrea1993, agreed! My dad gave me HELL for it, but I didn't feel like I could help it and everyone else encouraged me, they didn't see how bad it was I suppose. I hung with a bunch of guys and outdrank quite a few of them and everyone thought it was cool so I was like "well if what my family calls a problem is considered cool by everyone else, it's just cool and their dumb" I learned that I was dumb. And my family was right. It was a problem. Once I have dallas I'll drink a margarita or glass of wine every now and again. Everything is ok in moderation...but everyday and even at work or in the middle of the day? That's a problem.
Ashley·
Just rememeber god is good and he will be there through the rough times. I know its easier said then done but stay strong. Rememeber what takes you to your happy place Disney and try to turn to it when times are hard.
Ashley·
Im here if you ever need to chat
Brianna🌸·
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@athomas, thank you so much 💕
Ashley·
Your welcome.