I've never really thought about it, but my daughter is my rainbow baby. From my ex fiancé and I…

I've never really thought about it, but my daughter is my rainbow baby. From my ex fiancé and I losing our baby back in 2014, to constantly trying and having negatives after negatives, to him getting his sperm counted and saying he was fine... I lost hope because I thought my body just didn't want me to have/carry my own child.. I cried and wondered why I could do.. well after him and I split, I never once thought I'd have a child by the time I wanted (I wanted my first child by 25 and my last child by 30).

I never expected my life to be gifted with this opportunity, I thought I was done for and after finding out I'm Rh-, I thought my body would kill this baby off as well.. I'm grateful and blessed by everything for this chance. All I've ever wanted was to be a mom and here I am..

So thank you god, thank you for blessing me with my daughter. Thank you for blessing me with my rainbow. Thank you for blessing me to feel these movements and be reminded that she is here and still fighting along with me. Thank you for blessing me to be strong and keep pushing forward after I fall apart.

Thank you. 💕