Cant sleep :( restless mind syndrome ughhhh please let me sleep

@mittenmommy17x. The best and dont no why it was capitalized lol but i think ima try to take a little nap tried snuggling with boo over hear and almost elbode me in my face lol so i guess no snuggle time haha

@mittenmommy17x o haha i like cinnAMON life the bet

@mittenmommy17x captin crunch that sounds so good lol

@mittenmommy17x ugh i hate that feeling before i fell asleep i had the worst gas pains i wanted to puke thats one thing iv notice I'm a gas bubble now every five minuts i let one rip lol

@mittenmommy17x. What time is it there ?

@mittenmommy17x it's 6:16 AM lol been up sence 2 AM when i cried like a baby haha is it okay to take tums ?

@mittenmommy17x lol i wish

@mittenmommy17x haha random fact its so hot in my room i can't stand it

@mittenmommy17x thank you :)

@mittenmommy17x no they r in the same state only 20 mins away from me :)

@mittenmommy17x thank you :) your words really do help to eas my mind.. I just want every one happy and loved thats all

@mittenmommy17x yes i do :) thats one positive note she wants me in there life and i love her so much for that

@mittenmommy17x no the father wants to keep the baby he dose not want to give it up for adoption and to be honest i don't eaither.. So i just keep feeling guilty

@mittenmommy17x. Yes i see them so when i start showing and when i have the baby there going to wonder why they r not with me but the baby is.. There father was never there so i had no choice i was sick in the hospital for weeks i couldn't get out of bed they couldnt figure out was what was wrong with me i kept getting infections on my liver .. It was just a bad time

@mittenmommy17x she adopted them and has been taking care of them for a year i see them but no i can't get them back I'm okay with that I'm just so worried that they will be hurt because of this new baby. I love my children and just wanted the best

@mittenmommy17x. No just thinking about how my daughers are going to feel and hoping the best choice is to keep this baby.. I want him or her to have the best life posible but i want to be there letting my girls go was the hardest thing to do u no.. I don't think i can go threw that again so im just thinking about what we need how much we need to save when we need to move u no.. Just a bunch of stuff

@mittenmommy17x just everything... Money moving the baby i was told i could never have anymore kids so i told him that and six months into r relationship i get pregnant for the first time in five years so hes stressed I'm stressed.. I just feel like a mess somtimes i want the best for this baby.. My daughter's live with there grandmother because at the time i was very sick so she takes care of them.. I could no support them how i wanted to and be there when they needed me so I'm also feeling guilty about having another baby.. I just have so much going on in my head i guess

@mittenmommy17x i did fall asleep the othere day i felt like a bus hit me.. But i felt the same way yesterday but couldn't nap like my body is so tierd but my mind is so up

@mittenmommy17x yeah i dont no why i woke up its been like this i fall asleep for like a hour and wake up out of no ware and cant get back to sleep it's been happening sence i found out i was pregant lol

@mittenmommy17x. An i dont have kik but Facebook

@mittenmommy17x thats weird i keep tagging u ! Lol an no not this time but around like 2 AM i guess he shut all the lights off and we have no Windows so it was pitch black lol i started crying woke him up he started calling me a baby but come on wouldnt u freek if u couldn't see ur fingers in front of ur face lol

@mittenmommy17x. Haha i had to go down stares for pizza ... I was debating cuz i no id prolly wake him up cuz my door is so cranky lol but he didnt and i got my pizza lmao

@mittenmommy17x still up.. My sleep pattern has never been like this its driving me nuts