Tomorrow is my first doctors appointment and I am really excited yet really nervous

It's really happening
I really hate tampons. I know we need them, but I really really hate them.
So doctors are out here really dying from taking the Covid vaccine and jobs really have the audacity to enforce it on us!? Lol no thank you.

Isn't really that bad.
I am a very paranoid person me and my husband were trying for 3 years