Tonight I'm feeling extra disappointed in myself. I have been trying to breastfeed my son and it went rather well at the hospital with some help from the nurses but we have been home since Saturday afternoon and I've only been able to get him to latch good maybe twice. This morning I ended up having to pump because I was so full and very tender. I've had to pump several times today because he is refusing to latch. I have still tried my best to get him to latch every feeding today and it didn't work. He has started pushing away from my breast and screaming no matter the position. Well just now due to endless screaming and very sore breast I warmed up some milk from a previous pumping session and gave him a bottle. It broke my heart to do it and I'm going to continue to try but I'm just not sure breastfeeding is for us. I however will continue to pump so he is still getting my milk as long as I can.