Ever since I found out that I have cervical pre-cancer stage 2 I just can't enjoy my pregnancy. I keep thinking what if... What if it spreads what if it turns into cancer by the time I have the baby and removing my cervix is to late, what if I die within the next year or two, what's gonna happen to my four kids? My oldest is 16 I know she'll be fine but what about my youngest? My son is from a different father and I don't want them to be separated. I'm scared my husband will be overwhelmed and give custody to his parent. I swear I can't even sleep and it's killing me... Sorry to drop so this drama on here but I don't want anyone to know other then my husband so I can't post anything on Facebook😕