Another copy/paste from my husband. It was a rough morning visit. He can't come visit anytime now. We were already planning visits around her feeding schedule, but now he can't visit anytime like I can.
***Please, please, please DO NOT do not tell me how grateful I should be or "At least...". I know how grateful I should be and am. It doesn't help. It only makes me feel like an asshole and that I'm not allowed to be sad for my situation. Yes, someone somewhere has it worse, but this is my situation and I would NEVER make someone else feel like their situation doesn't suck***
Two weeks today! The days drag on, but in hindsight, it feels like one week was only a few days ago.
I returned to work today, opting to use my 6 weeks of parental leave only once Olivia is actually home and under our care. She won't know the difference if I visit in the morning and evening with work in between, or with home in between. But this morning hit me hard when I had to leave her (and Michelle) to head to work. It's hard to stay strong all the time. I just want our baby to be home.
Her feedings fluctuate, and she frequently shows cues for the bottle, but falls asleep after only drinking a bit. There are still times (about 50%) that she shows no cues and they just use the tube for the whole feeding. This will be the slowest process, building strength to always take all her food from the bottle. Progress will wax and wane for a while.
Soon, baby girl. Soon. But only when you're ready.
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@breebunny Thank you so much. She's our little Asskicker! Her only hurdle now is the bottle.
@mermaidmeshy, praying for you and your family ❤️ she is beautiful
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
#momlifegroups
Moms,
Here is a completed list of our group chats.
Tag the mom who's the Admin in the comments to be added to the group! 💕
Send us a message if you would like your group added next week, or if you are the Admin of a group and you have changed your username. If the admin to a group becomes inactive, the group is subject for temporary removal from our list.☺
Please note we do not add duplicate groups to our list
Group Name | Admin
Fitness/weight loss | @jgrue...
My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
#momlifegroups
Moms,
Our new group this week is:
Cooking Moms | @alaina.marie
Tag the mom who's the Admin in the comments to be added to the group! 💕
Send us a message if you would like your group added next week, or if you are the Admin of a group and you have changed your username. ☺
Here's the whole list:
Group Name | Admin
Postpartum Depression | @Heera
Fitness/weight loss | @jgruenwald
Miscarriage and Loss | @bri92
Couponing | @aydans.mommy
DIY | @mrs.mommy.loza
...
New Group..
Ladies, if you would like to join the group I created, it's Charting while ttc. Please join our private group . And no TMI photos allowed. Yay!!!!!!
She is awesome! Super cute !