
Bonding with Benjamin wasn't immediate. I knew I loved this little human but I wasn't overwhelmed with the feeling. It felt..normal. It felt right. There are certain moments where I realize how much I really do love and adore this tiny human we made. This month of his life so far has been a wonderful and crazy experience of learning how to bond with our little man that I love so dearly. ❤ I'm so proud to be his mom.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I’m so happy I’m done breastfeeding. It was so much work and causing unneeded stress that when I stopped, I felt so much better. I could bond with my daughter with a bottle as well, I hate how they push breastfeeding in the hospital cause sometimes it’s not always best. 🤷🏻♀️🙅🏻

My little guy! So in love!! I love doing skin to skin with him and he loves sleeping on his mommy! Wouldn't trade this for the world! ❤💙👣👑
@cindybatres, thank you :)