Things haven't been good between my husband and I since the new baby came. I'm doing everything and I'm the only one taking care of the kids...I'm tired of crying all the time. I'm tired of being alone constantly, I'm tired of the pain and suffering I'm going through daily. I'm just tired, period. I want everything to stop.
@littleonemorning Yeah I have. I had it bad in the hospital and still have it now. I just dont really have the time to care about it.
Right! Supposed to be a beautiful time but thwu brinf you down
@boymama24 that's exactly how I feel some days. It's so sad that anybody feels like this after bringing in baby
I feel the same. Its like what would it really be any different if you were on your own? Because that's how it already feels! :( shitty way for a man to make a women feel.
Have you talked to your doctor about possible PPD?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@dezziesmomma, sadly, you need to make time for it. Especially if you are having these kids of thoughts. Your doctor can help you with either suggesting someone to talk to or setting you up with some medication to help you through this time.