Baby girl was on and off during the night. She wasn't feeling good again. So I managed the best I…
Baby girl was on and off during the night. She wasn't feeling good again. So I managed the best I could. Rocked her, fed her, gave her the pacifier, changed her diaper and even gave her a warm bath. I wasn't able to close my eyes for even 2 minutes which was ok because she is worth it and needs me. But hubby got very pissed off because instead of being wide ass awake at 4 in the morning to cook him breakfast I decided to go to sleep since baby girl fell deep asleep. He was saying how he's hungry and he has to work. There's waffles he can toast up or even breakfast sausage sandwich he can microwave and take to work but he decided to be a lazy bum and not get himself something to eat. When he left he was still pissed and I ended up crying myself to sleep because I know I won't hear the end of it. I'm doing all I can for our daughter and he isn't even cooperating. I've finally hit my breaking point. Not only is hubby a complete asshole but for some reason my milk supply is gone even though I pump every hour to two hours. I have done all I can with foods and liquids to help my milk production but nothing. For some reason I'm empty and I feel like the worse mom ever for my daughter. I have already failed her...I'm just a complete mess ladies. I don't know what else to do. I don't...
