Had a rough day yesterday and a rough night sleep. One minute I seem to be ok and the next I'm in tears thinking about how close I was to losing my husband, my baby, and my life and than my other three kids were close to not having us. Every time I see cars braking I get scared. I don't understand why I'm freaking out and getting scared. I didn't think I would feel this way because everyone is safe and we are all still here!!!
My doctor also recommended me getting the flu shot while pregnant ? I'm not sure if I want to or if i should ? It's all scary to me !! What do you ladies think ? Did you get the flu shot while pregnant ? Are there any risks? Or should I wait ? I'm so scared of taking anything while pregnant , much less getting this shot.. He said it isn't mandatory , just recommended.
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
I'm getting induced tomorrow night! I'm scared bc ive wasnt induced with my other 2. Im not sure what to expect, but im excited I get to meet my son Thursday.
Don't know what to do.
I'm due with my son this month. Everyone expects me to get a tubal ligation but I'm scared to death that it's a mistake. I don't THINK i want more kids but I still don't wanna do it. I know what you're thinking. Just don't do it right? Well I'm also scared of not doing it. I'm totally confused whether I should or not. ???
It's my turn ladies!
Finally, after nearly FORTY-TWO weeks... I decided to get induced. Baby Violet scared me with some decreased fetal movement and I couldn't wait any longer.
Kind of sounds like you have a touch of PTSD I ended up having that when I got into a car accident myself and almost died and every time I got behind the wheel I would have anxiety attacks and I would have nightmares about the car accident it might take some time to get over it... but talking about it helps.