How Can I Heal After Losing the Love of My Life?
my most cherished and meaningful tattoo, the latitude and longitude coordinates of where my boyfriend Mike and I met.
This past week has been the week from hell. I came home from running a couple errands to find Mike unconscious on the floor. I did cpr until the paramedics came, and after 13 minutes of compressions they were able to get a pulse. Unfortunately the damage had already been done. Mike was pronounced brain dead at 3:05pm today. He is an organ donor, so he is being kept on a ventilator until they have matches... lives he can help save, much like how he saved my life when we started dating over 6 months ago. 6 months doesn't seem like a long time, and in the grand scheme of things it's not... but in that amount of time he helped me learn what being in love really feels like; what a normal and healthy relationship is supposed to feel like. Before I met Mike nothing in my life made sense. I was raising a 4 month old infant by myself, in between jobs, sick to my stomach with loneliness and heartbreak. Then I met him and suddenly everything in my life that I could never seem to make sense of finally came together. Every hardship I had to go through led me down the road to meeting him, so suddenly the saying "everything happens for a reason" made total sense. He has been the father figure in Oakley's life since we've been together, called him his son and loved him the same way he loves his 3 blood children.
Sorry for clogging up everyone's feed. You ladies have been a consistent support network throughout my journey to motherhood and now beyond. I can honestly say I have no idea how I'm going to move forward and try to heal from this. I have never lost anyone close to me.. let alone someone that I really thought I'd be with for the rest of my time on this earth. If anyone has any advice... any insight in to how I can try and grieve about this without losing myself completely, I would so appreciate it. Thanks everyone for reading. I truly hope all of you have the blessing of being loved by someone like my Mike. Someone who makes your world feel like it's complete.
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Oh my, I'm really sorry 😢 my deepest condolences.
I'm not spending a lot time here lately, I was scrolling through my favs and saw your name, decided to check your profile for some Oakley's cute pictures. How devastating 😢 life is unfair 😔 sending love your way 💞
Thanks so much girl, that means a lot 🖤🖤 I can't believe our babies are a year old now 😱😱
I am so sorry to hear that ... I just redownloaded this app today and came looking for you on here.. I know there aren't any words that can heal you right now.. ❤ sending prayers and love and good vibes your way
I'm really sorry mama. The only advice I have is live Day to day. Make small goals for yourself. Prayers for healing of your heart and soul.
I am so so sorry for your loss. I will be praying for you and your baby. Stay strong.
Prayers for your Families 😭😭☹️ God Bless you for staying strong
Oh my god, I am sooo sorry! I couldn't even imagine going through what you are right now. I have no specific advice, except you said Mike was a father figure to Oakley. Keep that in mind. Let that be something to hold on to. Your baby can't lose both of you guys. Stay strong, mama. And if you EVER need to talk, you know where to find me! Sending prayers & love your way 🙏💕
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his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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Hey ladies question so I’m messing with this guy and me and him been talking for a minute and we have been having sex and like some stuff is off like he don’t want me at his house and he’s 30 and like he comes round only at night time and like after we done having sex he hurry up and wash his self off like his face and mouth and penis with soap and when we kiss he want me to wipe my lipgloss off first
Does these sound like signs of him cheating and him having someone back at home ??????
Aw thank you so much, I appreciate it more than words can express. It's been a tough time and there's still a long road ahead, but having Oakley and getting messages like yours helps the days go by easier 💜💜@domena84,