Is anyone or was anyone terrified to go into labor? Like what if I'm fucked up from the epidural?, what if its too late and I can't get any pain relief?, what if I have to have a cesarean?, what if i stop breathing like I did in my last surgery?, what if baby gets stuck in the canal?, what if they use forceps or vacuum without my consent?, what if I'm way over my due date and have to be induced? I'm so scared.

I'm such a sucker for these!! Unfortunately I'm rocking the baby to sleep and I have no clue what color my underwear is. I'll have to get back to ya'll!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Modesty- Where did it go?
There is too much sexy going on! I was incredibly guilty of it in my younger days, too. But as I get older and look at pictures that women are proud of I actually get embarrassed for them. What happened to old fashioned modesty? I change clothes if my v neck t-shirt shows too much! I know my younger self would be laughing at me right now, but I have definitely changed my perspective as I have gotten older and become a mom! Does anyone else feel this way or have I just ...

Ladies I'm getting so confused my doctors says I'm having a girl .... But everybody else saying it looks like a boy so I'm wondering 😪 it your having a girl would it look like this ?
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
My labor went so fast I didn't have time for pain meds. It wasn't bad at all. Our bodies were built to handle the pain and to push babies out