Is anyone or was anyone terrified to go into labor? Like what if I'm fucked up from the epidural?, what if its too late and I can't get any pain relief?, what if I have to have a cesarean?, what if i stop breathing like I did in my last surgery?, what if baby gets stuck in the canal?, what if they use forceps or vacuum without my consent?, what if I'm way over my due date and have to be induced? I'm so scared.
My labor went so fast I didn't have time for pain meds. It wasn't bad at all. Our bodies were built to handle the pain and to push babies out