I thought I was the only one :( Had the same thing happen. The only I could do was to pray. Pray God gave me discernment on when to discipline and to have peace. I was given a child and he is wonderful. I love my son. There are times where I feel I'm mean to him too and I then realized I forgot to ask God one other thing, grace. My son is 3 in few months. He doesn't listen and if he does he will test your limits. Just what he does. And then there is his helpful and loving side and is just so sweet. Don't be too hard on yourself, you momma do what you have to do. Give yourself some grace. There will be days where we think we aren't doing well in parenting and days that we will be the best of days. Our toddlers are sweet little pea bodies and I think no matter what-end of the day what's great is that they love us still. And we love them and will do our best to better ourselves for them. Hang in there-prayers to you and your little family🌸

Take constant breathers .. know that the baby will be fine if she cries. She's only 3. Even tho now she seems so much older and "should know by now" she still needs reminders. My love is 6 and was an only child and even tho she is amazing most of the time she still needs attention. It's hard.