my oldest has a different father than the rest of my children.. his father passed when i was pregnant with him, by his family.stayed in the picture. 2 years later I met my now husband.. we got married and are now going to have our 3rd child together. as years have gone on my son calls my husband his dad and his bio father's family has become more.distant. in thw past 2 months they have not asked for my son because he has baseball practice Friday and Saturday night, and they don't want to have to take him..his grandmother showed up today when we were leaving for his practice, I forgot this weekend was mother's day, Bd told her she could pick him up after his practice at 5pm tomorrow night. when my son got home tonight I told.him be could go next weekend because I really.wanted him home for mother's day, and he got upset saying he wanted to go... I am super heart broken.. I don't get to spend much time with my kids. him being my first it hurts so bad. now.i just want to let him go, but I know.my husband will get upset and give him a huge lecture about how they are not his parents and he needs to spend the day with me.. although even though I am.schedule off I still have to go in around 6pm.

I'm hurt but try in to hide those feeling from him.