I realized my whole time I normally have is put on being with my husband. After what we just went…

I realized my whole time I normally have is put on being with my husband. After what we just went through and he doesn't want to be boring and in the same routine, I will then find things that I want to do. No I'm not putting my marriage on hold, just right now things how I want it to go isn't how I planned. It's also not how I want to feel.