I just woke up with mixed emotions, then I realized my grandpa passed away 12 years ago. Wao, time flies & it still hurting like it was yesterday!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I'm so sorry I don't think it ever gets any easier this January will make 19 years since my grandpa passed and I still wish he was here he was my father I spent more time with him in the short time I had with him then I have my father in my whole life but know they are still watching us I think that's who stopped me from getting in an accident when I was fairly early in my pregnancy