I just woke up with mixed emotions, then I realized my grandpa passed away 12 years ago. Wao, time…

I'm so sorry I don't think it ever gets any easier this January will make 19 years since my grandpa passed and I still wish he was here he was my father I spent more time with him in the short time I had with him then I have my father in my whole life but know they are still watching us I think that's who stopped me from getting in an accident when I was fairly early in my pregnancy