It's over. I can't keep looking over my shoulder thinking he is doing something with someone else. It's a mutual agreement and we are now going to focus on being parents instead of trying to make it as husband and wife.
@chocolatechild, yeah. He is trying to get his own place. I think I might actually have a job so I can stay where I'm at with the kiddos. I'm starting to come to the realization that I need to do me and for me to be happy.