I am so all over the place.

I'm so back and forth on wanting another baby or getting my tubes tied.

My daughter starts school and my son will be 2 in Jan. , he will start school in 2-3 years.

We are to the point we're it is easier to do things, financially we are great, I could go back to work after he goes to school.

But then I want to have another with my fiancé, I want to enjoy my pregnancy and delivery. I have so many things I want in my future with a family as a mom.

Brandon is being supportive, he told me to soul search know in my heart what I really want.