I have been suffering since yesterday after finding out we lost our twins while in utero after going for a regular check up. I'm so heart broken and my mind is going crazy. I've never been through a miscarriage before and I'm finding myself feeling like I lost everything that was apart of me. Now only that but what is driving me more insane is that I have to wait till Friday 12noon to have my D&C surgery. So I'm walking around with my 2 dead twins inside of me... never pictured myself going through something like this and I would never wish this on my worst enemy..... Lord help me get through this... I will never get to meet our sweet precious twins, see their first smile or watch them take their first steps.... I hug my 2 boys and thank God for 2 healthy boys.. They are helping me get through this time including my husband... 😫😔😔😔😇😇🙏