Preg with my 3rd child my youngest is 1 will be two may the 7th and I have a 7 year old and baby is…

Preg with my 3rd child my youngest is 1 will be two may the 7th and I have a 7 year old and baby is due August the 30th I don't know why I keep thinking I'm going to die in child birth wait I do my best friend that I thought I could talk to said yea I did I flat lined in c section😞 how can I enjoy this pregnancy!