Do you ever loose yourself in TTC dreaming and wishing of that beautiful little bundle of joy my kids are 14 twin boys and I waiting this long to make sure I was in a good place in life and now it's just not happening as quick as I thought ...Find myself doing little craft​s and extra things around the house to keep my preoccupied... Praying for my last child to come soon ....Has anyone else been in this place I stand today praying wondering hoping....