Do you ever loose yourself in TTC dreaming and wishing of that beautiful little bundle of joy my kids are 14 twin boys and I waiting this long to make sure I was in a good place in life and now it's just not happening as quick as I thought ...Find myself doing little crafts and extra things around the house to keep my preoccupied... Praying for my last child to come soon ....Has anyone else been in this place I stand today praying wondering hoping....