I'm so broken. Not pregnant anymore and I don't wanna talk about it but at the same time it's all I can think about. The pain I feel is the worst pain I've ever felt. I stay up all night crying alone and I don't even wanna get out of bed or go to work anymore. How do I get through something that I am so torn up inside about?
Why don't I get notifications anymore?
Woken up to the worse back pains ever I had to get on all fours for it do it but it keeps coming back😩😣and it hurts to walk😩
So basically is my decision if I wanna have a c section or have her vaginal 😔 I don't wanna stressed about it but I don't know .....
I don't get excited to go to the Dr anymore at all.
It's a grieving process. I remember being mad at everything and everyone. I went through it and I know is hard to overcome, but you will learn to live with it. Prayers your way.