I haven't updated in a long time so here goes nothing:
I go every week to the doctor for ultrasounds and every other week I have blood work. Sometimes my appointments are like 3 hours away and I have to leave the house at like 5 in the morning because I'm too scared to go by myself so I always schedule the appointment for when my husband can come. I saw a hematologist a couple of weeks ago and they took 20 vials of blood, which is a half pint almost, for experiments and tests. My lungs aren't getting better because of the pressure the baby is putting on them but then they won't medically induce either. Also, I've developed horrible SPD and can hardly walk and that makes taking care of a 17 month old insanely hard, especially because I'm always by myself. I'm so depressed and would just really like to get this baby out of me. It's so hard to be bonded with her when I'm suffering so much. Everyone keeps saying just a few more weeks and that I'll forget all the bad when I see her face, but like their baby didn't almost kill them in the womb so just leave me alone. You don't know what I'm going through.
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@mrs.collins I just hope that soon I go into natural labor or something because I'm just so done and so depressed. And I feel guilty for being sad because you're supposed to be happy pregnant, but I'm not at all
When I was preg with her only thing they had for yourself in shots was heparin 3x daily injection in thighs or arms.. Totally sucked
Mine was when I was 17 I had a miscarriage and they had to do a d&c , after I got outta the hospital I passed out in the shower, my then husband found me and I spent 33 days in CICU .. They told me no sex for 12 weeks and I didn't listen I found out I was pregnant 4 weeks after with my daughter who is 16 now.. I completely know what u r going thru.. And when they take blood thru your artery in your wrist for arterial blood gases?? Omg painful I understand sweetheart.. I had to do it with both
@mrs.collins yeah, I'm on lovenox 2x a day via injections in my belly. I had a really severe pulmonary embolism this pregnancy. I havent found anyone else that had, I've felt so alone.
Prayers to you hun.. You will get thru this!! And never forget <3 @dezziesmomma
I went thru the same exact thing with my two !! Had to drive 3 hours away 3 times a week for bloodwork ultrasounds every week and was very high risk for a previous pulmonary embolism.. I also had to give myself heparin injections 3x a day which is a blood thinner I absolutely know what u r going thru and it sucks!! Thank God I'm much older now and I'm not high risk this time
I know it's hard but, think positive! I'm gonna pray for you & your love ones so you can have a safe & smooth delivery! God bless
Prayers for you and sorry your having a rough time. @dezziesmomma
Absolutely <3