I still can't believe Lucia is here!! We were not ready her car seat and bassinet were still in…

I still can't believe Lucia is here!! We were not ready her car seat and bassinet were still in boxes, all of her clothes were in bags under Bryson's crib, and I ordered her more hats and her coming home outfit but all that isn't being delivered until the beginning of May. I was really counting on those last four weeks to get prepared. We were expecting her to be a big baby like Bryson was so we only bought 0-3 + clothes which if she was full term would have been ok. It's just crazy!!!!! I can't believe at 36 weeks I am laying her with my baby in my arms!! And I had no signs of labor what so ever!!!